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The Madness of Grief by Reverend Richard Coles

The Madness of Grief: A Memoir of Love and Loss

Reverend Richard Coles

4.00 out of 5

3 reviews

Imprint: Weidenfeld & Nicolson
Publisher: Orion Publishing Co
Publication date: 1 Apr 2021
ISBN: 9781474619622

The high-profile clergyman's account of losing his partner of 12 years and coping with 'the madness of grief' after his death

4 stars out of 5
1 Apr 2021

"A vicar’s moving account of the death of his husband and life with a difficult illness"

Before his death, David had bought a plot for his burial and one alongside for Richard. Their love for each other is unquestionable and deeply moving. The book spans the period from David’s arrival in hospital until his burial after Christmas. It has an immediacy that is not born of long reflection and it is all the better for it. Grief is a madness. It has, supposedly, five stages: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance. Perhaps alcoholism involves these five stages as well. 

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4 stars out of 5
Victoria Segal
28 Mar 2021

"not a manual for the bereaved, but as a vivid account of how it feels when the world suddenly falls away, it performs another kind of service"

Coles rarely tries to bundle his experiences into neat, instructive lessons (unless advising patience with people in hospital car parks). Grief is shown as messy and volatile — he becomes a potential “pit explosion”, a “walking social IED”. It wrenches all the filters off normality until reality becomes porous, even absurd: he mistakes a hanging dressing gown for the person who once wore it and, at one nightmarish point, fixates on a Paddington bear tied to the railings outside David’s hospital room, seeing echoes of the 16th-century Isenheim Altarpiece in its sinisterly pointing paw. It’s bold, intimate writing from the man David would mockingly call “Britain’s best-loved vicar”, catching the seasick pitch of his new state.

4 stars out of 5
27 Mar 2021

"Richard Coles writes beautifully about losing his partner"

The memoir cleverly alternates between a narrative of David’s death and passages describing Coles’s attempt to come to terms with being a widower. He has, he says, been at many deathbeds, sometimes in a professional role but several personal. “For a gay man living in a big city like London in the Eighties and Nineties, deathbeds came frequently as HIV rampaged its way through our circle of friends and intimates.” He heard of the death of the first friend, in 1986, minutes before he went on stage to perform Don’t Leave Me This Way in a TV studio in Barcelona.